Stand to Your Glasses Steady

April 2nd, 2008

Good Morning, Vietnam!

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Due to computer gremlins, it’s been a long time since I posted. First it was the edublogs site that refused to cooperate and - adding insult to injury - my entire computer died a week and a half ago, forcing me to wait around while someone assured me they could fix it. Only after nearly a week of waiting, they say: “Oh yeah, I guess we can’t do anything about it.” So, lo and behold, I lost everything ’cause the computer I’m working on won’t read my USB drive… Aargh!

Back to class… Over the last week I was able to discuss Night by Elie Wiesel with a neighbor of mine who was also a Holocaust survivor. Although he was not at Auschwitz, some of his experiences were very similar - although I was only able to get the vaguest details from him as he did not seem all that inclined to share detail. However he laughed when I mentioned out classes readings into Wiesel’s semi-memoir, especially regarding the imagery of the three hanged people as a symbol of Christianity. Essentially, he said there wasn’t any pre-meditated religious symbolism involved; public executions were simply an effective way of demoralizing the rest of the camp population. He agreed, however, with the arguement that the narrative is so sparse because no one who wasn’t there will ever understand the true horrors that occurred.

Night was an effective way to look at the Holocaust (that didn’t involve Jewish mice), especially as there are still some people out there who insist the entire thing never happened. I still believe, however, that the most interesting things I’ve learned about any aspects of war don’t come out of books, but from first-hand accounts.

March 12th, 2008

A Picture is Worth 1000 Words

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The first day of class we discussed which format provided the best backdrop in which to tell the experiences of war using a B-17 Ball Turret Gunner as an example. We used a Wikipedia entry, the short poem “Death of a Ball Turret Gunner” by Randall Jarrell, and a short clip from the Ken Burn documentary “The War” which featured an interview with a veteran of a ball turret. The purpose of the lesson was to understand how different media can be used to illustrate the same point.

Of the examples given, I found the interview with the veteran told the most poignant story because this was a man who had been there and experienced it himself. The wikipedia article, on the other hand, was relatively useless (no surprise there really) because it dealt only with the technical workings of the turret itself. The poem I would class somewhere in between because although the author (Jarrell) had enlisted in the Army Air Corps during WWII, he served stateside as a control tower operator.

Even more poignant to me, however, are the two ball turret gunners I have had the pleasure of speaking to myself. One served on a B-24 “Liberator” in the Pacific and the other on a B-17 “Flying Fortress” in Europe. While Burns’ snippet’s of interview were good, it was still only pieces of the whole story. There is nothing that can compare to speaking with a person face to face while they reminisce about everything from their down time and the “flack farms” to the sheer hell they experienced hanging 5 miles above Germany with nothing but a piece of plexiglass and metal between them and a German 109 (fighter plane).

Jarrell’s poem does provide the striking mental image of having to wash a dead gunner out with a hose because there was so little left, but even that doesn’t compare with a story and photograph I came across in writing a paper for my class on WWII. For me, the imagery was nearly as poignant as actually speaking to a person. I forget the exactly details now, because the book isn’t sitting in front of me, but it can be found in its entirety in Masters of the Air by Donald Miller.

The story was of a bomber that had been damaged over Germany. The ball turret was stuck in firing position and could not be moved to allow the gunner out. The landing gear had also been damaged and wouldn’t go down. The only option for landing was to set the plane down directly on its belly and pray for the best. Hanging underneath, the unmoveable ball turret would be the first thing to hit the ground followed by another 40,000 lbs worth of plane:

Although this is not the same image, it gives a person a good idea of what happens to the ball turret of a plane that lands without landing gear. Now imagine what happens to a person in there at the time… Not to mention the remaining crew members, helpless to rescue their buddy who’s only feet away yet still in radio contact with him as he’s about to die…

February 20th, 2008

Update on Charlie

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Charlie, the mutt I blogged about here, has a happy ending after all.

As reported in the Washington Post: Making a Home for Charlie, Away from Baghdad’s Slums. Charlie had a 13-hour flight from Kuait, and arrived in Washington DC on Valentine’s Day.

February 18th, 2008

An Anonymous End

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Heroism is a big, broad, kinda-scary word. Webster’s dictionary defines a hero as a person distinguished for valor, fortitude, or bold enterprise; anyone regarded as having great courage or exceptionally noble qualities.

In her memoir, A Testament of Youth, Vera Brittain convinces herself that Roland’s death had some deeper meaning, that he somehow died a hero and for that reason deserved to be remembered. Edward, on the other hand, writes a letter to Vera from the trenches with quite a different tale: “It is quite easy for me now to understand how Roland was killed; it was quite ordinary but just unlucky.” Roland was mortally wounded by a machine gun volley while examining the wire in No Man’s Land one hundred yards from the German line. Was he a hero, or was he just some unlucky sap in the wrong place at the wrong time? This was the dilemma discussed in class last week.

Even if the previous unit had neglected to mention the German presence, at one hundred yards, I have to imagine it would have to be fairly obvious that they were very close to the enemy’s lines. Also, it was called No Man’s Land for a reason and usually seen as punishment to be sent out there. Making matters all the more obvious, there was a full moon. Now, there might have been some self-sacrificing nobility of the kind the poet-soldier Rupert Brooke would find endearing, but the cold facts lead me to believe that, unless those German’s were blind and stupid, Roland had a death wish going out there.

What makes his death so much more heroic than all the other soldiers who died in poison gas attacks or of dysentery in some medieval hospital? What about the soldiers who were shot going over the top in huge, massed assaults, or pilots jumping out of burning planes at several thousand feet without parachutes?

Not everyone can be a hero. Some people are simply doomed to anonymous ends. Take for instance, Pickett’s Charge during the Battle of Gettysburg. Everyone knows General Armistead mortally wounded while leading the assault on foot and waving his hat around on his sword. But who has ever heard of General Garnett, killed within twenty-five yards of the stone wall riding his horse because he was too injured to walk? Garnett is not only confused all too often with his cousin – General R.S. Garnett – but he is the only General killed during the war to never be found. To this day, no one knows where he is or even what he looks like because the one photo of him might actually be his cousin. Talk about anonymous endings…

January 25th, 2008

Loyalty Unsung

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In class, we’ve covered the two basic perspectives of war: Soldiers and the Homefront. There are poets like Rupert Brooke, a soldier who writes about the war in only the most abstract terms, talking about the glory and the honor associated with during his duty. Even when he talks about being killed, he does so in the most romantic of ways. Then there are poets like Wilfred Owen. Unlike Brooke who sees the war through rose-colored glasses, Owen’s glasses are gray and smoke-smeared. Owen’s poetry is almost brutal in its concrete discriptions that put the reader in the soldier’s shoes. The memoir of Vera Brittain shows life on the homefront. While her lover goes off to war, she leaves school to become a nurse.

Tragic and, yet somehow, mundane. We can read similar stories about any war in history. Soldiers and the homefront are the most remembered aspects of any conflict because they are the human players and they are able to tell their stories for themselves. There is another human-interest story out there that is rarely told. Maybe there will be a mention in some dusty regimental history, or a torn photograph locked away in some trunk. You’ve all seen them. They’re in pictures of soldiers and pictures of bombed-out buildings. They don’t get immortalized in books and poetry and movies. “What the hell is she talking about?” you ask yourself.

I’m talking about the pets. In every conflict hundreds of thousands, if not millions, of dogs and cats are made homeless. Whether it’s because the owner is killed or flees the incoming troops and can’t take them or because they became separated when the bombs started falling, stray animals are a tragic part of war that is almost never mentioned. At least some of those strays become interwoven with the stories of the soldiers because where there is a lot of men, there’s food, and that’s where they go.

In the American Civil War, stories abound about regiments adopting these lost pets as mascots. Granted some were more exotic (Generals Patrick Cleburne and JEB Stuart are reported to have kept raccoons and at least one unit kept an eagle), but most of them were your average mutt. The soldiers loved these animals because they were a warm body and a friendly, happy face no matter what hell they were going through on the battlefield. They talk about them in their letters home, referring to them as “our big black dog” or “that ratty-looking hound dog”. Some of these animals were so loyal that they would follow their human friends onto the battlefield.

Most of the stories end sadly. One story from the Battle of Fredericksburg tells of the company’s big black dog who followed them in the assault on Marye’s Heights and refused to leave even when the heavy fire trapped the soldiers on the field. Sometime during the fight, the dog took a bullet and quietly died beside them. Another from the Battle of Gettysburg tells of a dog running between the Union and Confederate lines, befriending men on both sides. During one assault, the dog was caught in the fire, and when the smoke cleared the dog was still there - one of its legs blown clean off and bleeding from numerous other wounds - licking the wounds of the soldiers.

These are stories that don’t get into the newspaper. They are passed down by the soldiers themselves, and many times they get lost to time. Very few are remembered and even less are immortalized in the same way thier human company was. For instance, the battlefield of Gettysburg is a study in monuments, but there is only one monument to the mascot of a unit, and even she is religated the back of the monument and can’t be seen unless you know where to look.

As technology and warfare change, stories of the loyal animals adopted by soldiers become few and far between. No longer do soldiers line up in neat rows to shoot at one another; nor do they huddle in trench lines not twenty yards from the enemy. But those animals are still out there, and their stories are still being told only by the men that they befriend.

Charlie is such an example. He’s a mutt adopted by a group of soldiers in Iraq, and now that their tour is ending, they don’t want to leave him to fend for himself. They’ve started a campaign called Bring Charlie Home in which they work to bring their mascot of sorts back to the States. Sure, there are groups out there like Military Mascots who deal with cases like this, but where would Charlie be without the soldiers working to tell his story? He’s become entwined with their lives, yet theirs is the story that will be remembered and the general public will have never even heard of him.


Sallie:

(photo by me)

January 12th, 2008

Journal Titles and WWI Songs

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I am a history major whose interests lie mostly between the American Civil War and WWI. The title of my journal comes from a WWI song called “The Next Man Who Dies,” which is a favorite of mine. It takes a very cynical look at the reality that those soldiers had a very short lifespan.

We meet ‘neath the sounding rafters
And the walls around are bare
As they echo to our laughter
T’would seem that the dead were there.

So stand to your glasses steady
‘Tis all we have left to prize
Quaff a cup to the dead already
And one to the next man who dies.

Time was when we frowned on others
We thought we were wiser then
But now let us all be brothers
For we never may meet again

Cut off from the land that bore us.
Betrayed by the land we find
The good men have gone before us
And only the dull left behind.

So stand to your glasses steady
This world is a web of lies
Then here’s to the dead already
And hurrah for the next man who dies.

Here’s an end to this mournful story
For death is a distant friend
So here’s to a life of glory
And a laurel to crown each end

I happened across it for the first time while reading about the Lafayette Escadrille in a book that also contained the poem “The Dying Aviator,” which is more of the bawdy drinking song ilk that talks about the same realities.

The young aviator lay dying,
And as ‘neath the wreckage he lay,
To the mechanics assembled around him,
These last parting words he did say:

“Two valve springs you’ll find in my stomach,
Three spark plugs are safe in my lung,
The prop is in splinters inside me,
To my fingers the joystick has clung.

Take the cylinders out of my kidneys,
The connecting rods out of my brain,
From the small of my back get the crankshaft,
And assemble the engine again.”

January 12th, 2008

First Post: Feeds and Reasons

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The BBC and Stars & Stripes are the two news feeds I have chosen. The BBC because I like their style of reporting. Stars & Stripes because it is a military news source.My search query through Google News is “iraq war soldiers” because searching only “iraq war” brings up anything and everything and does not necessarily deal with the soldiers themselves.

In addition to a feed from Slate Magazine (because they do not allow a feed from the Sandbox alone), I have chosen two blogs in particular: “Iraq: The Purgatorium” because it is the blog of an infantry soldier and “Eighty Deuce on the Loose” because it is written by a member of the 82nd Airborne. I expect them to be very different and interesting.

Podcast wise, I’ve chosen general podcasts from the Air Force (”Air Force Radio News”) , the USMC (”Infoline Marines”), and the Navy (”All Hands Radio”). In addition to a general feed from the Army (”Soldiers Radio News”), I have also subscribed to “Sounds of the Falcon,” a feed from the soldiers stationed in Baghdad.

There are also a few more individual blogs I will be watching, but I expect to pay more close attention to the ones I’ve mentioned. And I, of course, will be subscribing to my classmates’ feeds as soon as they become available.